I'm so confused now, all I want to know is what I should do, my heart is so full of emotions right now, I don't know how much more of it i'll be able to handle, my heart... feels ready to burst, i dpent a while this morning continualy having to wipe the tears from my eyes 'cause they would not stop coming, i can still feel them there just waiting 'till i get home and cry...

My parents don't understand me, there was only one who knew how I felt...

I don't think he cares anymore, he certainly doesn't act like he does...

"Get off my back. I've been around for most of this week, and last time I checked, I don't need to talk to you about why I haven't been around." he said that to me...he said sorry, but the fact that it hurt when I read it, it sent me into a shaking fit, i still don't know if it was anger-induced, but afterwards, i felt like punching the wall out ¬_¬

Grr, you know, i could knock someone out and not give two flying fucks at the minute...

Gah, i need some depressing music...or not, aw well, this'll work.

Listening To: High Again (High On Emotion) - Thomas Falke

Mood: *growls*

Reixx

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