Woo, first entry :p

It's 2 in the morning here... i really gotta get to bed...

More 2mooro

Night

Reina - Angel Of Light

I knew there was something i was supposed to do...

Anyway... Just been on the net most of the day. My sis came

over today, and she's completely sunburnt!

I just burst out laughing at that, she was as red as a lobster.

Anyway... Just talking to Nick and Jaime today...

And got lost again on RuneScape... that game is way too big... <_<

I had this guy giving me all sorts of things and all for free and

he helped me with my hair problem... finally, i had

hair.

I finally finished my sig! Yay! i thought it turned out

pretty well, considerin it was only my 3rd attempt...

Trying to draw my friend and i failed...

Miserably...

Aw well, these things are sent to try us.

Wonder it Coty's enjoyin his cruise...

I'll try to add somethin else tomorrow...

Yay! I remembered!

I'm total pissed off today...

My friend went to the Fayre and left us out to dry... she kept asking

before why i was pissed off... as if she didn't know...so I just blocked her...

she's always like this and it does my head in!

Nick came on and cheered up though. He busy at the minute

so i'm not talking to anyone... it's way too quiet...

In on Wednesday for an Exam. Wouldn't mind but

its in the morning and i'm not a morning person...

Aw well... two weeks to go and then it's all over.

Finally.. can't  wait... 2+ months of aummer vacation

Woo! I want to start work but I can't until augest...

Can't belive my friend already has one. Can't see lasting.

Shes not excatly the quickist of people and she can't fanny around doing hair.

Anyway...

Today has just been boring as... nothing to do...

Anyway, can't think of anything else to say...

Reinaxxx

Heee Hee...

Found how that my friend is seeing someone :P

Wonder if Coty's enjoyin myself...

Anyway... Gd night..

i just woke up at about 12.

gd to have a lie in... but not an hour into my day and

Rach is pissin me off already... I blocked her agian... that's 4 times in 2

days... Ahh!

She kept inviting me into convos and i didn't want to

be in, and i told her that, and she kept askin y, and she knows it.

So told eric to say that i'm offline if she asks.

She's a right pain in the arse...

Anyway... I had a weird dream last nite...

I was with Kai from Beyblade, and he was cryin so i had to comfort

him aand he said that he had lost his love and we visited her

grave and he was telling her that he had

failed everyone who had been close to him...

I was tryin to snap him out of it saying that they didn't think that

then he got the dead look in his eyes and wandered off, and i had

to chase after him... then i woke up.

What's on my mind?

 My tune from FVIII where i belong

How is Coty enjoyin his cruise

Wonder if Kahai replyed to my PM

Why is AWFF gonna be restarted?

Ahh!

When the damn car comin back? look like i'm not going

anywhere today...

.......................................................

I can't think of anything else...

Reinaxxx

I've mamaged to keep this going...

Though i don't know long i'll last... :P

Not much to say except been talkin to

mates and tryin to sort out my new

web site.

Reinaxxx

P.s: i made up with Rach

I have been bored all day... had a 2 hour

maths exam this morning and no-ones been on MSN...

The day just dragged by...

I'm going to bed...

Reinaxxx

I forgot to come on yesterday... oops

I started an all out fight between Krisp and Sam

yesterday... but it's all sorted out...

i don't have much to say...

i'll talk later

Reinaxxx

Bleh... i haven't been on in ages.

Really got to get back in the  swing of this...

Anyway... I finally finished my exams, woo!

Now i haven't a clue for what I can do for the next 11 weeks...

I feel out with rach again, and made up with rach again, i hate it

when it cousin stops and they argue with eric and i'm always the

one stuck in the middle :(

I asked her cousin ione simple question and she went:
tough, doing my courseqork with scoot.

I fef like going if you don't want to talk, then why the fuck

are you on here for?

Hopefully i'll be going out today, it seems that haddens coming out,

and i'm glad because mt mother seems to be in a bad mood...

Bleh... i can see this day to be dragging on again, all

these days seem to drag on, can't wait to hit the beach B)

I wish i knew someone who had a dueling deck, mine's

sitiing there gathering dust, and i want to play my Blue Eyes in a

match.

I like Kaiba the best, and Dark Bakura is good too.

I hope that hadden does come out today, or i'll be stuck at the end of my

mothers fury...

I had one hell of a wierd dream last night...

I was back in school doing my french listening exam and

the player was at thebottom of the Gym, and i was atthe top, it

took me forever to find my seat, and then the teachers were talking

and I couldn't hear what the tape was saying, so i just put myt head in my arms

and cryrd uncontrollably, and when i woke up

a felf as though my heart was heavy... wierd.

I feel like i'm in a dak bakura mood today for some odd reason,

 i have very wierd days like that.

Thsi is wiertd , i don't actually feel like i've left

school, like i'm stuck in some sort of dream.

I can't believe we don't  get our results back until the 25th august. Eric's party

on the 8th and i am so going to get pissed :P

Can't wait for that. Been talking to Fauast13 over Pms, just saying hi, how are you sorta thing...

i need more people in my foums, but i don't know how to tell people

about them...

C N Mackenzie just keeps getting bigger and bigger... O_o

Anyway... talk later...

Reinaxxx

Yay! Nick joined my Yu-Gi-Oh site, woo!
Thank you, he asked if I wanted help, so h's an admin too,

and he found a new skin. The one before was way too bright (Never get an orange skin)

the new one is like a golden colour, but now thta banner has to be srted out now O_o, then i have to finish my new sig, which i haven't even gotten around to starting, it makes my brain hurt...

Ik, my house is way too quiet, moms bed and dad's out with the dog so...

Just been talking to Jaime all day (Rokuta)... he's as bored as

I am...

This day is dragging on, Hadden's family is having a BBQ, and she

might not be coming out aftal all... :'(

I need someone to talk to...!

Listening To: Fightstar: Paint Your Target.

Found myself listening to Fightstar a lot latrely :)

I just wish that Rach wouldn't act like an arse.

Bleh to her...

Thoughts:

Bored as fuck

I haven't played Gungrave for a while...

Maximillion Peagasus, wtf?

So boerd..

I wonder when my pup will be back

What else can i put?

Oh great, myu mom's up

Strike 2!

......................................................................................... (end of thoughts)

ListenTo: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under The Bridge

Mood : Bored

I think i'll practice with my numchucks...

i couldn't find my sword anywhere... :(

I wonder when Nick will be finished with the banner..? no hurry, it

just the old one looks wierd wwith the new skin...

I'll have to make another announcement.... damn it.

Damn... ran out of things to say... later.

Reinaxxx

Ahh! I hate rah sometimes...

she nearly got me into a shit load of trouble

Her MSN name has Motherfunk in it and my mother thought

it had said Motherfuck, she nearly took my head off...

Honestly...

Next time I see ehr, i'm going totake her head off!

Mood: Pissed Off

Reina

pfft... i dunno whether to pull an all nighter...

glad i updated this, feels good to let

out some of the tension...

Listening To:Melodies Of Life FFIX

Thanks Coty, for tellign me

about those sites!
I'm wondering wether to use the money i might get

on my b*Day to get a Game Boy Advance or somethin,,,

I'll worry about that when i get to it.

Aw crap, forgot to take my Clarityn today...

aw well, my hayfever hasn't been too bad...

hadden never did come out... damn her,

i just remembered acually...

There has been no-one on today... O_><

I've been bored and i wish that some

exciting would happen in my life already...

Thoughts:

Oh crap, here comes father...

*jumps for bed*

Can I have a baseball bat...?

No? damn it... <_<

do de do de dum

Hey My blues eyes card...!

Strike 3 yer out!

What the fuck???

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I finished my wizard and glass book, i love that book

Oh right, i need to watch the Third Pokemon movie...

i'll do that tomorrow...

Reinaxxx

P.s: don't wait up :D

Forum Links:

http://s9.invisionfree.com/hack_dark/index.php

http://s7.invisionfree.com/YuGiOh_DuelistCity/index.php

http://s11.invisionfree.com/C_N_Mackenzie/index.php

www.awff.com/forums

http://www.freewebs.com/first-stop-to-paradise

That last one is still under devlopment, i'll say when it's finished.

Damn mother woke me up again, and then

my father started shouting at me for no reason...

Damn family <_<...

I swear that I could shoot them sometimes...

BOOM... anyway.... *coughs*

I just woke up and to be honest, i feel like this is going to be one of those days...

Everyone will be out, and i'll be home alone O_o ooh....................

i think that if i am home alone (My parents are out all day)

i'll have my music on full blast! Woo! I'll have no ear-drums left!

Boy, did i have fun the other day... I was sitting that the computerwhen my lense fell out of my glasses, not this has happened before, but this time my screw fell out, so here's me, nearly completely blind trying to find it, i couldn't so my mother had to use one of her old screws out of her old glasses to fix mine. O_o while she was doing that, i went to get a drink and tripped over my poor dog in the process, i'll have to watch where i'm going next time. <_<

I'm now going to haddens today, so i won't home alone, but till i go, music's full blast!
Listening To: Fightstar - Palahunik's Laughter

(8) I'm trying not speak, cause you can't my voice, and nothing seems familiar here... (8)

Fightstar are really good at the minute, and charlie sounds better in Fightstar that in ex-busted, he got more of a voice for the music he's in now... i wish him the best of luck.

I think i'll start to read the hannibal series soon.... i love books liek that, but one thing i do know is that i'll never go back to the game Galerians.... thatthing scares the shit out of me... had nightmares for 3 days.

I ddn't get to bed until about 3 last night, looked out the window and the sun was starting to rise. Oops

Listening To: Good Charlotte - Lifestyles Of The Rich And Famous

I wonder if anyone has Predictable or The Choricles Of Life And Death, i can't get a hold of them...

I'll have a look when i get in tonight.

Anyway, i ned to get ready...

Talk Later...

Reinaxxx

Is someone gettin the best, the best of you???

Foo Fighters - Best Of You... Love that song.

Rach has had me Singing Lionel Riches' Dancing On The Ceiling...

Damn her <_<...

Hmm... nothing much to say, speak later...

Reinaxxx

This has been one boring day, bored beyond belief.

I can't believe that Sam broke up with rach, then he trying to

deny it! The fucked up bastard <_< he seriously needs to get himsself

sorted out...

Mood: Tired

Night...

Reinaxxx

Grr, i fucking hate Sam, that's the second time this week he's been nasty to Rach!
Fucked Up Bastard... <_<

Anyway...

I'm sitting here with a santa hat on and it's the beginning of july :P

Jake Shears = Sex On Legs, love gis hair *drools*

I've been watching Live 8 all day ^_^

Fun, and laughing my head off as well,

been reading Yu-Gi-Oh fan fiction stories, and

i've laughing and crying at them for the past 3 days... :'(

Wanker that sam is... think he can take us on? Imfao, he can think again...

He would take him down, in 10 minutes flat.

He's a complete tosser...

Mood: LAughing, Blood boiling

Reinaxxx

I swear, if I keep staring at the computerscreen at 2 in morning, in the dark, without my glasses on, i think i'll end up goig completely blind O_o, I'm half bloody blind to start with, damn it.

About 2 hours ago was very, very wierd... I was on MSN and my friend(s) decided that it would be fun to stick me in an 11 way convosation, i thought my brain was going to explode, half the people in the convo didn't even  speak english, wow. (NoS: Never tell anyone you're learning spainish, unless you've learnt it)

My friend was so drunk tonight, i wonder if see made it to bed??? ^_^

She said that she couldn't see the keys on the keyboard, which led me to wondering how she was managed to type the msgs then...hmm...

I've been crying...again...

Geez, i'm a bag of crying emotios lately, this is so unlike me... damn. I had about 4 dozen tears running down my face...

On another note, i've been watching Live 8 for most of the daty (most of my day being 1 in the afternoon onwards) though, i switched it off for bout 20 minutes and missed most of the scissor sisters, i love them...

ake Shears is a Sex God! Even if he is gay... *drools*

think i went a little overboard with the washing up liquid yesterday ^_^ half the kicthen was cover in bubbles... oops.

That'll teach my mother never to leave me and washing up liquid alone in the house... ^_^

(No hentai thoughts, lol)

I hope that no-one wil stick me in a 11 way convo again... i hate them 4 way convo's are maximum for me...

Anyway... really need to sleep...Night.

Reinaxxx

Damn. I got up today at 1 in the afternoon... and went back to bed at 8, i felt really tired today and I haven't a clue why O_o

...Going out for yet another meal with my friend tomorrow... same as last  time minus hadden, there goes my 20 quid i had for the last month, not spending my money foe this month... oh no, that is being saved and no-one is going to convice me otherwise... oh crap, can't save it... hadden's birthday, i'll try to save a tenner of it, i'm not spending it all.

Bleh, i feel as though my sould has died.. not my body...

My light inside has gone...

Listening to Chrono talk on his microphone eariler, which was good... and funny ^_^

Hmm... i'm trying to think of what game to get next but... nothing coes to mind, probably get KH2 when it comes out in october, I wanted an iPod for my birthday... but my parent's wont pull out 179 quid for 1... <_<

Damn them, hopefully i'll get an Mp3 player, so it won't be too bad, can't by arsed with getting myaGCSE results...

I really want to go and see Scissor Sister live someday, and Linkin' Park too ^_^

Listening To FFVII = Where We Belong.

I made my own FF soundtrack disk, which I listen to every night...

I love making Sigs and avy's, 2 requests which i need to get done... *sighs*

Everyone's asking 'What ya wearing tomorrow?'... i'm not telling them...

I fonished my Mage book, love that book, don't know what to read next...

Thoughts:

~...~

~I know that you're hiding things...~

~I love being a winter girl.. :) ~

~Jake Shears: Well Sexy lol~

~Chibi Marik - Aww...~

http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y272/Reina-Angel_Of_Light/marik2.jpg

~ :)~

~I'm hungry...~

~Said too much...~

Hmmm... can't think of anything else to say... night...

Reinaxxx

Bleh... nothing much happened the past two days...

Went out for a meal ith my friends yesterday which was nice...

and Rach once agin managed to break the toilet and

even managed to fall up, yes up the stairs four time lol...

No balance, 'cause i ended up with very sore feet from the damn shoes i wore...

Hadden got pissed off today again 'cause lee missed the bus...again...

I swear, if hadden wasn't around, he'd have been late for everything...

Listening to: FFVI - Ending theme, yup the 21 minute long one... :P

Downloading mad over the past three days, which has seen me pissed off at so many songs 'cause i couldn't find, damn it...

Anyway... more detailed entry tomorrow... night

Reinaxxx

Ok... I know that i made a entry what... 5 minutes ago... but i can't be arsed to edit it so here goes...

Live 8: Fave Bands: Coldplay, Scissor sisters (even if i only saw 1 minute), Sting...

Loads, Placebo would have been in but i missed them... damn it... :(

My fave Bands At The Minute:

RHCP, Placebo (duh), Foo Fighters, Gackt, Puffy AmiYumi, Lacuna Coil, Coldplay, Byran Adams, FF soundtracks (whoever did them), lady who did 'Simple and Clean', HIM, Myt Chemical Romance, Linkin' Park, Scissor Sisters... and my listr really goes go on and on and on....

On and on and on, keep on rockin' baby, till the night is gone... XD 

everytime i say that i think of abba, and i don't know why... XDD

Ooh, i found out how to do lighting effect images... i'll post a link soon...

Thoughts:

What is wrong with Rokuta, one minute he's happy and the next, he's at an all-time low O_o

Dude, i didn't want to tell you things i didn't mean... i don't hate you... :(

Why dos it always rain on me??

Dark Emporium... i need to get some things off there, the jewellery is to die for...

I am but a feeble shadow in the growing darkness...

I am now Ice Phoenix...

The New Ice Age Is Upon Us...

Nail varnish... i need to paint my nails soon...

Auntie Moureen is coming, bleh... <_<

Can't ba arsed with anything...

I need to get faust's and TWDOR's sigs finished off soon...

Jake Shears....*drools*

Why are most of the cute ones gay...O_o

Except in the case of my sister's ex... <_<

Steves a great guy though... ^_^ they're happy, i can tell...

Wow, my nephew is 18 this year... O_o

Feels wierd... i'm an auntie and i'm only 15... ;)

Aw well...

I need a job soon...

I need to kill that swine who rang me this morning... <_< i was fast alseep and my phone went off

Hey! My cowboy hat...!

(end of thoughts)

I think i'll pull at all-nighter... won't that be fun...

not tonight though, sometime next week... 10 weeks left waht a joy... woo, i'm starting to sound like Eric... O_o

My mother took a rag on me cause i paid 14.75 for the meal yesterday... it wasn't that expensive...

Geez, i went and i paid... my problem if it cos too much... even though it didn't.

I just realised something... i make these entries 1 in the morning, wow, talk about a late

night.

Listening to: FFIX - Eiko's Theme

I'm letting my Custom FF disk run again, i'm gonna end up burning it out O_~

Anyway... if i write anymore... i'll fall asleep... night (Again)

Reinaxxx

I haven't been on in the last in the last two days, so i have a bit of catching up to do...

Thursday, my friend and I went for a long walk through the countryside, and got lost, totally.

We went up and down loads of different hills, came to the stream at the pit-heap, went up the path, found a sheltered area, where i proceeded to do as much damage to the trees as possible,

got stung by twenty lots of nettles, then we came across a bridge we never seen before, and my friend thought that she heard a traactor, so we ran back into the woods, then we went under the bridge, up the path, we saw the farm, my friend thought that we were going to be spotted by the farmer, but i was like 'ner, lets keep going' so we went up the field of wheat, the field came to a dead-end, so turned around and went back to the bridge, went back under it, and then walked upo the dead field, which turned out not to be dead as there was a warren of rabbits, we trid to get closer to them, so we crept along, which resulted in us taking 25 minutes to get up the field, we wnt htough the gate at the top, the path leadto an over-grown dead-end, so we turned around again, headed back through the woods, and we figured out that we had gone in a complete circle, oops. so we headed back up the hill next to the railway line,next to the main road, where we collasped next to a tree, well, more like fell down, but anyway... we were lying there and an old friend came to ee us, my friend nearly had a heart attack, and it seems like his little brother had grown his hair long, and to be honest, i like it better long. So we walked home, and said good night...

Friday was pretty unieventful, just hanged around with my friend, and played a south park game. Then our other friend came out and we were out for a hour with her, ten we went in, cause i was hungry, so i came in stuffed my face :P, came on the internet talked to Vincent K until one in the morning then went to bed.

I just got up today so nothing much has happened...

Listening to: Nightwish - Nemo

I'll put an entry in later of today's events... later...

Reinaxxx 

Ok, i'm officaly fucking bored...

bored, bored, bored, bored, bored...

Anyway... I'm listening to too much depressing music, and some of it has wedged itself firmly in my head...

Song In My Head: Evenescence - Thoughtless...

Song I'm listening to: Evanescence - Thoughtless...

Well, no wonder it's stuck in my head, i have in on constantly :P

I can't believe i lost my keane ablum... damn it, i have to find it, i love that ablum, i'm sure it's around somewhere.

Yay! My mother is in bed, so silence for a couple of hours, unless my father decides to throw me off my computer again.

I hate it when he does that.

Hmm...i don't know why, but thoughts have turned to my late sister.

almost 15 years sinse she died, and i still think about her. She never a 1 month in her life, :( i wish that i knew her, i might not be so depressed.

I keep thinking what my life might have been like if she were alive... i would of be able to help he in her GCSE's when she came to them...

I wish that i knew her, looked after her, and been the older sister i could of been...

Anyway, i feel down after thinking about her.

I wonder if Vincent found his Cat, poor Tiger's been missing 6 days today...

Hehe, i love the icture of my dog that sparklebum (Aka: hadden) sent to me :)

AWFF hads turned awfully quiet lately, hmm... wonder if my forum will ever been as big as that, probably not.

Aw well, there's always Team Smackdown, that's a good forum...

Anyway..i'm gonna stop rambling in case i put anyone to sleep reading this...

Talk Later...

Reinaxxx

I wish i could swim... :(

I found my keane ablum! YAy! and my HIM ablum, and my scissor sisters ablum, i found a lot of myu Cd's in the last two hours, including my misplaced GTA :SA disk, thought i lost it... lost and found, that was handy :P

Listening To: The Keane Ablum

Woot! I'm happy... :P

"i walked across an empty land..."

 Great, i've lost my cd controller now... typical, i find one thing and lose another... :(
Ya! found it... i better not lose anything else.

Bored i'll probably make an entry at 1 in the morning tonight...

Till then.

Reinaxxx

Stupid computer restarted on me again.

That's 4 times.

I swear i'll chuck it throught the window one day.

Reinaxxx

Ok, so i made this entry half an hour early.. aw well, Vincent's offline, can't be bothered with rach, so  i nothing much to do...

Listening To: FFIX - Terra

I have to paint my nails black tomorrow, i keep forgetting... ;)

Glad haddens got her own blog... :)sparklebum :)

So bored... i need to talk to someone...!

Hmm... not much to say really, pretty bored... better update tomorrow ;)
Reinaxxx

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

dresses like a thug: off
dresses like a surfer bum/skater: woot, defo on! :)
dresses like a prep: Uh...
dresses in all black: On, all the way :P
doesn't care what he wears: Uh...at longs as it's not a jogging set or catsuits i'm alright with it
sings: If he can sing, then yes!
plays a musical instrument: :) Yep, especialy piano players, i love the piano...
is skinnier than you: Uh...aye
is bigger than you: Doesn't bother me
is shorter than you: Off
is taller than you: On
has straight teeth: Always a plus
wears braces: Not bothered, to be honest
has chapped lips: Uh, off
has green eyes: I like green eyes
has blue eyes: I love blue eyes
has brown eyes: They're ok, mine are brown so...
Has grey eyes: I adore grey eyes! :)
has shaved Head: Not really, needs to a least an inch of hair
drinks alcohol: Depends how much
smokes cigarettes: No way...
smokes pot: Nope
wears glasses: I wear glasses so...
has brown hair: Not any, it's ok
has black hair: I like black hair
has blonde hair: It's ok
is tan: I'm not fussed
works out : A little
smiles more than not: On
lets you know he was thinking about you: Aww...On, as long as it's not contastly
compliments you: Depend its if its the truth
shaves his legs: o,o;
has facial hair: Not really
has sideburns:  Not really
wears jewelry: As long as it's not a ton, then it's ok, gothic stuff is a On
has bigger feet than you: Not many have bigger than me
has smaller feet than you:  Uh...they're alright
wears cologne: On,
smiles when you walk into the room: Yup, On
has blue hair: Lol, that'd be good
plays sports: Doesn't matter
has nice arms: On
has a job: Uh...none
gives before he recieves: Whatever he gives...
tongue pierced: Don't know yet
4-wheels: I'd prefer two wheels, i hate cars
Opens the door for you: Aw, i'd love that
Has tattoos: A couple is On
Other Piercings: Don't know
Kisses your neck: On, i love it, woo!

Hehe ^^

Disclaimer: I don't know own songs used in this story

At The Beginning...

As the sun sets over the beautiful ocean, I sit on a hill, playing my Guitar and singing, wondering why it had to turn out this way.

…Sitting, look in my hand, it’s not the answer…

My hands, I stop playing and look at my hands, all the scars from my past, physical and emotional, show on my hands. The many times I have tried to hurt myself, because I couldn’t deal with the pain…

…It’s falling on me, Fly, I just wanna fly…someday I’ll cry alone… 

I go back to playing, and look far into the distance, as crystal tears fall down my face, wishing you were here, that you were still alive, to hold me in your arms.

…Falling…

I put down the Guitar, unable to play any longer. I’m almost in hysterics now, I pull out a locket from my pocket, and open it…it contains the picture of you, your face, all smiling and carefree, before the accident…

---------2 years before---------

“You sure you’ll be okay, the weather doesn’t look good…” I said.

“I’ll be fine, don’t you worry” You had said and gave me a quick kiss…

“Well, I’ll see you when you get back” You said and climbed in the car.

If only I knew what was going to happen to you, I would of ran and wrapt my arms around, beg to stay until the weather let up, I wouldn’t of let you go, I never told you how much I loved you…

The car had pulled out of the driveway, and I waved you off…

That night, the weather took a turn for the worst; I knew you had to travel during the night as well, so I was really worried about you…

A phone call at 2 in the morning confirmed my worst fears…

I rang my father to take me to the hospital, I jumped out as soon as we got thereand the nurse told me that you were in the emergency theatre…

My father and I sat outside it for 5 or 6 hours, I lost track of time.

The Surgeon came out…

“Please” I cried, jumping up “you have to tell me “he is going to be alright?”

The surgeon was silent for a moment…

“I’m so sorry, miss, he...he didn’t make it…”
At that point, the world around me shattered, I felt like my heart had broken in two…

My father went to see your body, lying on the table, and I followed him shortly afterwards…

We attended your funeral 2 weeks later…

We buried you in you normal clothes, so you would be comfortable in the next world. Your black jeans, black shirt, with your long black coat, top hat and your usual jewellery, and I gave you my dog collar…

---------End Flashback---------

Thinking about the past made me only cry harder, I pulled the blade I kept in my pocket out, and ran my finger along the edge of it…

I cut the top of my hand, nothing serious, but seeing the blood made me feel a little better…

I stood up, while the blood ran down my hand.

I walked and stood at the edge of a cliff and looked out at the ocean, I thought that the world would be better off without me, if I wasn’t here, if I died I would see you again… my sweet Alexander… I’m coming, on that last thought, I inhaled deeply turned around and fell off the cliff…

name: Donna
nickname: Reina/Angel
month you were born: Augusy
height: About 5ft 8
you would describe yourself as: Quiet, Ahy who rakes a while to come out of my shell
name 6 of your best friends: Rach, Hadden, Eric, Vincent, Coty, Nick (Mk)
dating status: Just Taken Yesterday...
can you touch your tounge to your nose?: Almost
living with?: Mother, Fater and my dog, Shep
complaints?:  My mind went blank...?
are you in school? Just finished
what school do/did you go to? Ash High
do/did you like school?: Twas Ok, i guess

[F.a.v.o.r.i.t.e.s]

band: Linkin' Park/Scissor Sisters
singer: Phil Collins
actor: Jim Carrey / Morgan Freeman
actress: Haven't a clue
television shows: The Simpsons, Yu-Gi-Oh, Beyblade and a bunch of others...
food: Italian
ice cream: Strawberry Ice-Cream
feature on yourself: My Purple Hair
animal: Wolves/Foxes
flower: Black Rose
shirt: My Shirt I git from Katmandu
clothing store: Katmandu, various others
car: Viper GTS
color: Black
comedy movie: Anything done my Jim Carrey
Disney movie: Bambi
horror movie: I don't remember
romantic movie: I'm not a fan of them...
game show: Takeshis Castle 

((your_friends))

gothic: Ronnie, i guess
shopaholic: Rachel
prettiest: I don't know
shortest: Rachel
tallest: Hadden
loyal: I don't know...
trustworthy:Most of them, Hadden and Rach
funnest to be with: most of em
most likely to make you laugh: Hadden or Rach
one that you could sit and watch movies with all day: Hadden
slut: *coughs* no one
most giggly: Rach
can stay on the phone with the longest: Hadden... for 2 minutes
most athletic: Don't know
romantic: Hadden

<*h.a.v.e y.o.u e.v.e.r*>

skinny dipped: ner
got drunk: I wish x_x
got stoned: Nope, and don't wish to either
made yourself throw up: No
ate a whole pint of ice cream: I think so...
watched 4 hours of tv straight: Yup
fell asleep while you were on the phone: almost
kept your New Years' Resolution all year: i don't make any...
been on tv: Don't know
broke a bone: Nope
been in love: Yeah, still am
in love right now: Yep
have a crush currently: yep
met a super star: Not really
made up a rumor: Uh...dunno
told a lie that got so big you believed it yourself: No...
played truth or dare: Yup
got in trouble for an April Fools joke: nope.
had a best friend move away: nope
suspended from school: no
expelled: nope
cried to get your way: somewherw along the line
broke a window: nope
ran a marathon: uh...ner
been on the computer 8 hours straight: Yup
been out of the country: Nope
That was...different o0

Bleh, bored so I thought i's 'Swipe' this from Matto thankies :)
I don't remember if i've done this one before, so don't shout at me...

1. ONE WISH?
To be with my Bf

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
I'd fight for my love

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Losing someone close to me....

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
Not really, it was ok...

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
Very, Very boring

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
Yup

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
I haven't a clue

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?

Not really, it's nice to be loved

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
Light Grey

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
No, i don't use showwers, I sing in the bath though

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
*wide eyed* Nope

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
I don't know

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Iceland, lots of snow :)

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
Who...?

15. CAN YOU SWIM?
Nope, plan to learn though.

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
I wish I had

17. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?
Uh...not really...

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP?
*shrugs* depends on the sizer of the tounge

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
After stopping a few times, probably

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?

Nope

21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
Nope

22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?

Any

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
I hate hunting, why can't they just leave them alone...

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
Nope, i don't ever wanna get married...being tied to one person like that? Geez, i'd need some room

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It's really curly :)

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
Dust Mites

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE U"?
yesterday, it was more ' I Wuv You' though...

28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?

Ner

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
Nope.

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?

Scrambled plain no butter or salt...
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
Uh... not really...

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
Down the back of my bed.

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
14:20

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Reina/Angel/Sweetie ;)

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?

Apart from McChicken Snadwiches, i don't eat there

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
About 2 weeks ago

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Bath, i will not take showers, i hate them

38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
Soz, No

39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
Yeah, I love it... :)

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
Nope, i prefer the dark

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?

Tomato Sauce Sandies... (don't ask)
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
Crunchy

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
Yup

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
No

45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?

1
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
Yup, can sleep through anything

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Dark brown/Black

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?

I didn't used to, now it's getting better though...
51. LIQUOR OR BEER?
Liquor

52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
I believe I am a little

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
No

54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
The Organ, and when I learn, the guitar

55. HAVE U EVER STOLEN MONEY?
Nope

56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
I want to be able to

57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
Never been camping

58. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
Once in a while

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
Yup

60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
Sure, I ahve a dog, a bundle of fluff, he is

61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
Yup, that's wht i'm not wanting to marry...

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
No

63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?

My make a few
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?

Yes *shivers*
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Cheeseburger

66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
Yes

67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
...

68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL?
Stupid ones.

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
Huh?

70. DO YOU SNORE?
I don'tr think so, unless my heyfever plays up (allergic to pollen, forgot to add)

71. FAVORITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT?
Lacuna Coil - Falling, Linkin' Park - My December, Scissor Sisters - Return To Oz and others...

Stolen from snowbawl

>>001. What is your name?: donna
>>002. Spell your name backwards: annod
>>003. Date of birth: 15th aug 89
>>004. Male or female? Female
>>005. Astrological sign: Leo
>>006. Nickname: Angel / Reina
>>007. My profession: Student in Graphical Designing
>>008. Height: 5 ft 8
>>009. Weight: ...
>>010. Hair color: crimson purple
>>011. Eye color: very dark brown
>>012. Where were you born? Blyth, Northumberland
>>013. Where do you reside now: Pegswood, Northumberland
>>014. Age: 15
>>015. Screen names: Reina - Angel Of Light, Reina Ishtar, Angel Phoenix, Rena Pegasus and Serenity, plus a bunch more
>>016. Are you online often? nearly every day
>>017. What does your screen name stand for?: i dunno *shrugs*
>>018. What is your diary name? reina
>>019. What does your diary name stand for? Came from Reina - Angel; Of Light, dunno what it stands for
>>020. Pets: 8 year old shep
>>021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? o0 i dunno.
>>022. Piercings?: >,< nee doto get ears done
>>023. Tattoo's?: want one
>>024. Shoe size? 9
>>025. Righty or lefty? Both
>>026. Wearing: Short Nightie
>>027. Hearing: Franrance - Gackt
>>028. Feeling: Slighly tired
>>029. Eating/drinking: water

Friends Stuff

Which one of your friends is the....
>>030. Craziest?:Rachel, condstantly hyper
>>031. Loudest?: Rach again
>>032. Nicest?: Hadden
>>033. Bitchiest?: dunno
>>034. Life of the party?: Hadden :D
>>035. Jock?: o0
>>036. Prep?: dunno
>>037. Rebel?: uh...
>>038. Cutest?: uh...all my friends are the same, except the twins...
>>039. Best friend of the same sex?: Hadden and Rach
>>040. Best friend of the opposite sex?: Vincent and Tears Of Fate...
>>041. Most popular?: ...
>>042. Rudest?: Hadden :)
>>043. Most shy?: Amy
>>044. Dumbest?: i'm not satying anything
>>045. Smartest?: Hadden
>>046. Weirdest?: Rach :P
>>047. Has the best hair?: i dunno...
>>048. Best personality?: Hadden
>>049. Most talented?: Amy or Hadden
>>050. Drama queen?: Rach
>>051. Funniest?: Alll the same
>>052.
Best advice giver?: hadden defo
>>053. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently?: nope
>>054. Person you've been friends with the longest?: Hadden 6 years and counting
>>55. How many people on your buddylist?: dunno

Love/Other Stuff

>>056. Have you ever been in love?: yep :D.
>>057.
How many people have you told "I love you": 1
>>058. How many people have said I love you to you? and meant it? 1
>>059. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? ner
>>060. How many people have you dated? 1
>>061. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile and ass ;)
>>062.
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Intelligent, friendly, good humour,
can make me laugh, knows what i'm feeling, soft and understanding eyes
>>063. Do you have a bf/gf?: tep :D *smiles*
>>064. Do you have a crush right now?: duh...
>>065. If so who is it?: Ryan
>>066. Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yep
>>067. Do you remember your first love?: Yep
>>068. Who is the first person you really liked?: My old friend in first school, havent't spoken in 6+ years...
>>069. Do you believe in fate?: Tis true, i do
>>070. Do you believe in soul mates?: Yep
>>71. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours?: I believe i have

Family Stuff

>>>72. How many siblings do you have?: Two brothers and a sister
>>>73. What are your parents names?: Mom and Father
>>74. What are your siblings names?: Andrew, David and Tracey
>>75. How many siblings does your mother have?: 4
>>76. How many siblings does your father have?: 4
>>77. Where are your parents from? Blyth
>>78. Is your family close?: Yep
>>79. Does your family get together for holidays?: I wish
>>80. Do you have a drunk uncle?: nope
>>81.
Any medical problems run through your family?: where do i strart...? heart trouble, arthis, memory loss, diabietes...
>>82. Does someone in your family wear a toupee?: a what...?
>>83.
Do you have any nieces or nephews?: 2 nieces and a nephew
>>84. Are your parents divorced?: nope
>>85. Do you have stepparents?: nope
>>86. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family?: not that i know of, i'm never told anything ¬-¬
>>87. If so for what?: as above
>>88. Did some of your family come to the United States from another country?: i'm not in the USa, so...

Music Stuff

>>89. What song do you swear was written about you or your life?: o0 not a clue
>>90.
What's the most embarrasing CD you own?: The Golden Hit Of Andrew llyod Webber (or something like that)
>>91. What song do you absolutely hate? anything r 'n' b
>>92. Do you sing in the shower? i hate showers, in the bath, i sing random jap stuff
>>93. What song reminds you of that special someone?: Heaven (candlelight mix)

Favorites
>>94. Color: Black/Red
>>95. Food: Tomato Sauce Sandwiches
>>96.
Song: Lacuna Coil - Falling

>>97. Show: Yu-Gi-oh, Beyblade
>>98. School subject: Graphics
>>99. Animal: Dogs/Wolves/Foxes
>>100. Outfit: Long skirt with various tops
>>101. Radio station: Century Fm
>>102. Pair of shoes: Trainers
>>103. Cartoon: farily odd parents
>>104. Potato chip: Salt and vinegar
>>105. Drink: Water or Pepsi
>>106. Alcholic drink: Blue Vodka
>>107. Holiday: Valentine's Day
>>108.
Perfume/cologne: Passion Dance, This one in a blue star shaped bottle
>>109. Pizza topping: cheese
>>110. Jello flavor: orange
>>111. Lunch meat: lamb
>>112. Board game: Monopoly, Pay day
>>113. Video game: FF Series and a load more
>>114. Website: mindsay,various forums
>>115. Book: Cradle and All/Mage
>>116. Number: 18
>>117. Cereal: Cornflake
>>118. Dessert: Strawberry Cheesecake
>>119. Disney character: Tod from the fox and the hound
>>120. Clothing store: any
>>121. Pastime: chilling with friends, talking, playing games with shep
>>122. Childhood toy: tails from sonic the hedgehog
>>123. Carnival game/ride: dunno
>>124. Candy: white chocolate
>>125. Magazine: Kerrang
>>126. Salad dressing: Yuk...
>>127.
Thing to do on the weekend: Hanging with friends, being bored, reading
>>128. Hot drink: cup a soup
>>129. Season: Winter
>>130. Sport to watch: don't watch sport, apart from ythe great north run
>>131 Person to talk to online: Ryan and Vincent (Ryan more, love ya sweetie :D)

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
>>132. What color are your sheets?: orange
>>133. What color are your bedroom walls?: white
>>134. Have posters on your wall?: yea
>>135. If so of what?: Ville Valo from Him, Velvet revoler and Gungrave
>>136. Do you have a tv in your bedroom?: yep
>>137. How many pillows are on your bed?: 3
>>138. What do you normally sleep in? cotten Pjs or nighties
>>139. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: loose fiting, buttonned, pale pink with flowers on
>>140. What size bed do you have? single
>>141. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? dunno
>>142. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? ope
>>143. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? yep
>>144.
Describe the last nightmare you had: I was lost and I could hears my friends screaming inpain and Iculdn't find them, they're voices were coming from all around, and I was unable to help, i collasped and started to cry, i woke up and i had been crying...
>>145. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes, my rabbit, Lavinsnow
>>146. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed?: 2
>>147. Do you sleep in any unusual positions?: Sleep at the wrong end
>>148. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? nope
>>149. Do you snore? A little
>>150. How about drool? Of course, every so often
>>151. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes, unfortually
>>152. What color is the carpet in your room? beige. purple with yellow spots (not as bad as it sounds)
>>153. What's under your bed? A ton of stuff, including my sword and numchucks o0

This or That

>>154. Coke/Pepsi: Pepsi
>>155. Doughnuts/bagels: I never had bagels... strawberry doughnuts
>>156. Day/night: Night
>>157. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east
>>158. Heaven/hell: none, i don't believe
>>159. Make love/have sex: love
>>160. Coffee/tea: Tea
>>161. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers
>>162. Rap/rock: rock
>>163. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
>>164. Real World/Road Rules: ???
>>165. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: None

>>166. Silver/gold: silver
>>167. Nike/Adidas: Nike
>>168. McDonalds/Burger King: macdonalds, only for one thing though
>>169. Sweet/Sour: sweet
>>170. Punk/Emo: both
>>171. Hot/Cold: cold
>>172. Winter/Summer: Winter
>>173. Spring/Fall: Fall
>>174. Operas/Plays: Plays
>>175. Read/Watch TV: Both
>>176. CD's/Tapes: Cd’s
>>177. DVDs/VHS: Both
>>178. Old/new: any
>>179. Shorts/skirts: skirts
>>180. Pink/Red: red
>>181. Color pictures/Black and White photos: b/w
>>182. Meat/vegetables: both
>>183. Mexican food/Chinese food: yuk...
>>184. Commercials/Infomercials: Commercials
>>185. Scary movies/Comedies: Comedy.
>>186. Sandals/Tennis shoes: sandals
>>187. Dogs/Cats: dogs
>>188. Unicorns/Fairies: both
>>189. Water/Land: Land
>>190. Sugar/Spice: Sugar
>>191. Black/White: Black
>>192. Ribbons/Bows: Ribbons.
>>193. Chicken/Beef: beef
>>194. Colored Christmas lights/White Christmas lights: White
>>195. Cars/Trucks: cars
>>196. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin Powers
>>197. Popcorn/Pretzel: Popcorn
>>198. Hip/Hop: ...
>>199. Passionate kiss/peck: passion
>>200. WWE wrestling/Real wrestling: any
>>201. Backrub/foot massage: Backrub
>>202. Picture frames/Photo albums: Picture ablums
>>203. Pens/Pencils: pens
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
>>204. Eminem: He's ok
>>205. Sports: I'm not a sports person
>>206. God: Not a believer myself...i'm going to paradise, not heaven
>>207. The Osbournes: I ike em :)
>>208. Reality TV: Bore the shit outta me
>>209. J.Lo: meh...
>>210. Religion: I reallt don't care about it
>>211. Emo music: Still trying to figure that one out
>>212.
Valentine's Day: had no reason to celebrate until next year...
>>213. Christina Aguilera's comeback: Good performer

>>214. Homosexuals: I see nothing wrong with them, they are equal to everyone else
>>215. Abortion: wrong.
>>216.
Interracial relationships: I see nothing wrong with them... they're a good thing, and nice to see different cultures can still love
>>217. Murder: no point to it, pointless and senseless
>>218.
Death: Just another step in the cycle
>>219. Obesity: What i am to say, i'm not excatly the thinnest one around...
>>220. Pre-marital sex: nothing againist it
>>221. Terrorism: fucked up arseholes who what to be killed, nothing gained from it
>>222. Pornography: who am i to stop someone make a living...? just not my kinda thing...
>>223. Fortune tellers: depends
>>224. Threesomes: i dunno yet
>>225. Prostitution: someone trying to make a living, wouldn't try it though
>>226. Country music: it's ok
>>227. George W. Bush: ...

>>228Cloning: ...
>>229. Britney's boobs: ...not gonna say anything...i never noticed them
>>230. Gas prices in America: i dunno what they are.

Name Game

What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...

>>231. Jack:Will and Grace
>>232. Tiffany: The song
>>233. Ben: old school classmate
>>234. Mariah: White tigers, beyblade
>>235. Jennifer: alliston
>>236. Nicole: classmate
>>237Amy: Science bud, and a good friend
>>238. Adam: a fucked up wanker...
>>239. Richard: and judy o0
>>240. Justin: timberlake *shoots*
>>241. Arnold: Hey arnold
>>242. Tom: Daria

>>243. Melissa: ...nothing came to mind
>>244. Charlotte: Sex in the City
>>245. Harold: hey arnold (again)
>>246. John: Priestely
>>247. Joel: Billy
>>248. Vanessa: Moruice (no frickin idea o0 )
>>249. Michelle: someone in a party hat
>>250. Kevin: Mbb from Awff
>>251. Brent: ?
>>252. Karen: Wil and grace
>>253. Billy: wasn't thism asked...?.
>>254. Sarah: the land before time
>>256. Natalie: An old friend
>>257. Christy: someone i didn't like
>>258. Nick: Cada
>>259. Alex: Cross, Jame patterson books
>>260. Taylor: Mr Taylor, old geaography teacher
>>261. Jordan: over inflated tits
>>.262 Jamie: an american freind
>>263 Adrian: ?

Have You Ever. .

>>264. Mooned anyone?: my mother
>>265. Been on a diet?: not really...
>>266. Been to a foreign country?: nope v,v
>>267. Broken a bone?: nope
>>268. Swallowed a tooth/Cap/Filling?: nope o0
>>270. Sworn at a teacher?: out of earshot
>>271. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages?: LJ?
>>272. Gotten in a fight? Punching fight? Argue fight?: yes/no/yes
>>273. Dated a teacher?: uh...ner
>>274. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? nearly
>>275. Thought about killing your enemy?: yep
>>276. Gone skinny dipping?: nope
>>277. Met another LJ member in the flesh?: hm... does that mean Live Journal..? then no, i haevn't
>>278.. Told a little white lie?: yes
>>279. Told a secret you swore not to tell?: nope
>>280. Used a foreign object to masturbate?: ...not going to answer that one
>>281. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: somewhere along the line
>>282. Been on tv?: can't remember
>>283. Been on the radio?: nope
>>284. Been in a mosh pit?: i want to.... not sure if i have
>>285. Been to a concert?: yes
>>286. Loved someone so much it makes you cry?: Yes.
>>287. Decieved somebody close to you?: nope
>>288. Been on a game show?: nope
>>289. Been on an airplane?: nope
>>290. Gotten to ride on a firetruck?: Nope
>>291. Came close to dying?: yep
>>292. Cheated on a bf/gf?: Nope, im with my first Bf, and I love him too much to do that
>>293. Gave someone a piggy back ride?: yep
>>294. Terrorized a babysitter?: nope
>>295. Made a mud pie?: no
>>296. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff?: Yep
>>297. Had an eating disorder?: Nope
>>298. Felt like you didn't belong?: yep
>>299. Felt like the 3rd wheel?: probably
>>300. Smoked?: nope
>>301. Done drugs?: nope, not planning to either
>>302. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street?: Ner, i'm not that kind of person
>>303. Had your tonsils removed?: ner
>>304. Gone to camp?: nope
>>305. Won a bet?: yep
>>306. Written a love letter?: yep
>>307. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?: not yet...
>>308. Written a love poem?: can't remember
>>309. Kissed in the rain?: not yet
>>310. Slow danced with someone you love?: i wish
>>311. Participated in cyber sex?: ...
>>312. Stolen something from a store?: Ner.
>>313. Stolen a kiss? ner
>>314. Asked a friend for relationship advice?: not really
>>315. Had a friend steal your bf/gf?: No.
>>316. Watched the sunset/rise with someone special?: I hope to
>>317. Gotten a speeding ticket?: i can't drive -_-;
>>318. Done jail time?: lol no
>>319. Had to wear a uniform to work?: nope
>>320. Won a trophy?: no
>>321. Thrown up in public?: no
>>322. Bowled a perfect game?: don't think i have
>>323. Failed/Got held back?: no
>>324. Gotten perfect attendance in grade school?: no
>>325. Roasted pumpkin seeds?: no...
>>326. Taken Ballet lessons?: no thanks
>>327. Attempted suicide?: i've thought about it before
>>328. Cut yourself?: no

Childhood Stuff

>>329. Did you play with Barbies?: yep
>>330. Did you own Treasure Trolls?: not many
>>331. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? ????????????
>>332. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? nope
>>333. Did you wear underwear with the days of the week on them?: nope
>>334. Were you shy?: a bit
>>335. Were you spoiled?: a little
>>336. Were you abused?: i don't think so
>>337. Did you go to the circus?: once, never went back
>>338. Did you go to the zoo?: no
>>339. Were you in a car accident?: nearly
>>340. Did you build snowmen?: oh yeah
>>341. Did you cry when you scraped your knee?: only once, i took half my legs skin off.... ouch
>>342. Were your older cousins mean to you?: nope
>>343. Did you think slinkies were cool?: lmao, yep
>>344. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? ner

>>345. Were you afraid of the dark? nope
>>346. Did you have slumber parties? a few
>>347. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, sleeping bags and pajamas? no
>>348. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? not really.

Randomness

>>349. Do you believe in aliens? of course, we have not the only living planet
>>350. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: printer, tv and Ps2
>>351. Any hidden talents? not really
>>352. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? there are other channels
>>353. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? horror, comedy
>>354. What would your movie star name be? Reina Valentine (don't ask)
>>355. Do you play any sports? i like tnnis and hockey
>>356. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? i have no idea
>>357. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Princess Mononoke
>>358. Do you drive? nope
>>359. What is your dream car? A Dodge Viper
>>360. Do others think you are good looking? No idea, i never ask
>>361. Would you ever sky dive? yep

>>362. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
>>363.Are you afraid of roller coasters? never been on one
>>364. Do you believe in God? no
>>365. Do you believe in Satan? a little
>>366. Do you believe there is a heaven? no, paradise i do
>>367. Do you believe there is a hell? no, soul would stay trapped on earth
>>368. Do you own a pool table? no
>>369. Do you have a pool? no
>>370. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? no
>>371. Do you like chocolate? yes
>>372. Who/What is on your 2004 calendar? Kittens
>>373. Ever wished on a shooting star? yep
>>374. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? i can't remember
>>375. Do you carry any weapons on you? not yet
>>376. What is your weakness? Lack of emotions
>>377. Name something you can't get enough of: My Bf's love, hugs and kisses :)
>>378. Do you ever want to get married? not sure
>>379. How many kids do you want to have? 2 - 3

>>380. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep.
>>381.
How do you vent? listen to music, curl up and cry or read.
>>382. Are you a trendy person? i don't think
>>383. Are you an artistic person? i like to think so
>>384. Are you a realistic person? meh...
>>385. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? no.
>>386. Are you a strong person? yes
>>387. Are you a strong-willed person? quite a bit
>>388. Who was the last person to e-mail you? Angelus Zanza... if ya read this, the links don't work x_x
>>389. Who was the last person to IM you? Vincent
>>390. Do you hate chain e-mails? i don't get many...
>>391. Are you a deep sleeper? yes
>>392. Are you a good story teller? sometimes.
>>393.
What do you believe is your best quality? understanding.
>>394. What is your greatest accomplishment? Graduating College in the top 10 of my class.
>>395. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yes
>>396. Do you have your own credit card? not yet -_-;
>>397. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? buy a few things, then keep the rest in the bank
>>398. Do you have a checkbook? no
>>399. What color is your hair naturally? dark brown/black
>>400. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? i don't remember
>>401. Is the glass half full or half empty? both
>>402. Worst feeling in the world? emptyness
>>403. Best feeling in the world? being loved
>>404. Last website you were at? mindsay/fanfiction.net
>>405. Last thing you downloaded? Song lists for the wedding
>>406. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? ???.
>>407. What do you think people think of you? I'm shy and anti-social...it's the way I am
>>408. Are you a likeable person? it's your choice if you like me or not
>>409. Do you need therapy? No
>>410. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? not yet -_-
>>411. What the best way to propose to someone? at a date
>>412.
What's your favorite phrase? ah i see, what in the mane of Sena Mareno...?
>>413. What are you thinking right now? I can't beieve i answered 413 questions... -_- o0

Hm... nothing much to say, really, except i'm at my friends on her laptop...

All I can say is that I miss my sweetie so much...

Reinaxxx

Ok, Mozilla Firefox has fucked up on me, so i'm using Acoo browser instead...

Here's a note: If ya burn a Cd, shut Windows Media Palyer down first >,<

It crashed on me, and I couldn't speak to anyone, which got Rach confused, but it finished, now

It's running better...

Apart from that, nothing really happened...

Reinaxxx

There are twenty Years to go

And Twenty years to know

Who will wear the hat...

There are twenty years to go

The best of all I hope

Enjoy the ride, the medicine show

And thems the breaks

For we designer fakes

We need to concentrate on more that meets the eye

There are twenty years to go

The faithful and the low

The best of starts, the broken heart, the stone

There are twenty years to go

The punch drunk and the low

The worst of starts, the mercy part, the phone.

And thems the breaks

For we designer fakes

We need to concentrate on more tahn meets the eye

Thems the breaks

for we designer fakes

But it's you I take 'cause your the truth, not I

There are twenty years to go

A golden age, i know

But all will pass, will end too fast, you know

Ther are twenty years to go

And many friends i hope.

Through some may hold the rose some hold the rope

And the the end and that's the start of it

Thats the whole and that's the part of it

Thats the high and that's the heart of it

That's the long and that's the short of it

Thats the best and that's the test in it

Thats the doubt, the doubt, the trust in it

That the sight and that's the sound of it

Thats the gift and that's the trick in it

You're the truth not I (repeat x3)

Well, im on the college comp, and i can type really good on the keyboard ^^

But anyway, i think i'll just roll both days of what happened at college later on tonight, it'll be eaiser than making two seperate entries...

So anyway, i miss my sweetie :(

I cant get Msn Messager on this comp, so if he comes on, I wont be able to talk to him :'(

So yeah, hanging around, start college next monday before anyone asks (14 people in 1 week x_X)
Listening To: The hum of computers

Mood: Content

Reinaxxx

Taken from:
kevinoco  who got it fromcloey who probably got it form somewhere else xD

Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name: Donna
[ .02. ] middle name: Louise
[ .03. ] last name: I ain't saying...
[ .04. ] nickname(s): Reina, Angel, Kira, Don, Big Ears ¬,¬ (thanks rach...)
[ .05. ] gender: Female
[ .06. ] birthday: 15th August
[ .07. ] height: 5ft 8 1/2
[ .08. ] hair color: Sorta Crimson Red/Puprle
[ .09. ] eye color: Brown going grey O.o
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Glasses.
[ .011. ] do you have braces: No
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: Long
[ .013. ] where were you born: In a hospital room
[ .014. ] current location: On a computer stool, in my room
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Leo
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: English, Quite a bit of french, also learning spanish, japanese and hebrew...
[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: last question
[ .018. ] bad habits: Profile...
[ .019. ] piercing you have: None.
[ .020. ] piercing you want: Ears ¬,¬
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: None yet...
[ .022. ] tattoos you want: A little dragon somewhere
[ .023. ] today: Friday
[ .024. ] today's date: 9th September
[ .025. ] the time: 02:29
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Uh... sure
F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Judith
[ .028. ] father's name: Dennis
[ .029. ] brother's name: Andrew and David
[ .030. ] sister's name: Tracey
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: Uh... Auntie Maragret, i guess
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: dunno
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: dont have any
[ .036. ] worst relative: David, heartless bastard that he is...
[ .037. ] best relative: O.o sis i guess
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: Not really...
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you? Nope ¬,¬

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yeah
[ .041. ] what are their names: Shep
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Border Collie

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: No.
[ .044. ] did you drop out: No.
[ .045. ] current gpa: We dont have them here...
[ .046. ] favorite grade: probably year 11
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 6th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr Barker, Mr Alexander or Mr Ranft :p
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mrs Rennie
[ .050. ] favorite subject: Graphics
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Maths
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Bought it
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: Nope.
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Not really
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: Meh, not really, i had my friends
[ .056. ] favorite dance: I'm not much of a dancer
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: Talking to friends outside ^^
[ 059. ] least favorite memory: All the arseholes in school (thats a lot of arseholes ¬,¬ )
[ 060. ] most humiliating moment: *thinks* no idea...

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 18
[ .062. ] letter: S
[ .063. ] shoes: My 2 inch trainers
[ .064. ] saying(s): What in the name of...? uh... right, ah i see, huh? ah whatever, fuck it.
[ .065. ] TV show: A bunch of anime, Scrubs, Green Wing, Shameless and My Family
[ .066. ] sport: Tennis
[ .067. ] vegetable: Caulliflower
[ .068. ] fruit: Grapes and Apples
[ .069. ] movie: almost anything, to be honest
[ .070. ] magazine: Kerrang!...?
[ .071. ] actor: Jim Carrey
[ .072. ] actress: dunno
[ .073. ] candy: Whatever's going :P
[ .074. ] gum: Spearmint
[ .075. ] scent: Passion Dance perfume
[ .076. ] candy bar: Flake (All varieties)
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Strawberry
[ .078. ] color: Crimson Red or black
[ .079. ] season: Winter
[ .080. ] holiday: Not really bothered
[ .081. ] band: Lacuna Coil, Linkin' Park or HIM
[ .082. ] singer: Phil Collins
[ .083. ] group: uh... same as band...
[ .084. ] rapper: Eminem (only one i listen to)
[ .085. ] type of music: Alterative, Rock, Nu Metal, Lovel Metal,,, you get the idea :D
[ .086. ] thing in your room: uh... it's all the same
[ .087. ] place to be: Here, or out with friends
[ .089. ] tv channel: Kerrang.
[ .090. ] junk food: Pizza or Cheeseburgers
[ .091. ] overall: ...?
[ .093. ] hangout: My bedroom.
[ .094. ] fast food: not much of a fast food person ¬,¬
[ .095. ] restaurant: no ida o.O
[ .096. ] shape: Heart or Pentagram
[ .097. ] time of day: Night.
[ .098. ] country: Right here, in england :D
[ .099. ] state: *blinks* uh...
[ .100. ] boys name: Roland
[ .101. ] girls name: Rosa, Maria or Serina
[ .102. ] mall: Newcastle shooping center
[ .103. ] video game: ff's, gta's, and the rest of 30+ sitting around :P
[ .104. ] Shampoo: Henna... (cant remember the rest)), i love the way my hhair feels afterwards, shiny and smooth
[ .105. ] board game: Monopoly, i guess
[ .106. ] computer game: Not much of a computer gamist... the Sims, i think....
[ .107. ] car: Viper Gts
[ .108. ] music video: Too Many, Linkin' Park - Numb/Breakin the habit, i like those two a lot
[ .109. ] swear word: uh... fuck or shit, i guess
[ .110. ] word: ya or ok, wierd
[ .111. ] month: July or November
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Seto Kaiba or Billy
[ .113. ] scary movie: No idea
[ .114. ] team: England...?
[ .115. ] possession: Too many...

WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: Toy Soldiers
[ .117. ] dog: Shep :)
[ .118. ] hot: Curry =/
[ .119. ] britney spears: over inflated
[ .120. ] nsync: Justin Timberlake
[ .121. ] real world: ...?
[ .122. ] orange: My Old Mod colour
[ .123. ] choice: confusion
[ .124. ] f***: arseholes
[ .125. ] bisexual: uh... nothing wrong with it
[ .126. ] black: clothes
[ .127. ] icq: no idea...
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: rachel choice in music *rolls eyes*
[ .129. ] linkin park: My fave band, woot! ^^
[ .130. ] jack: Guy lives down the road
[ .131. ] rainbow: Ooh, where's the second one?
[ .133. ] cucumber: salads
[ .134. ] shark: bite
[ .135. ] lifehouse: light
[ .136. ] bat: night vision
[ .137. ] leather: coat.
[ .138. ] whip: ouch
[ .139. ] america: where my sweetie is :)
[ .140. ] water: hm... water
[ .141. ] volcano: pointy
_____ O R _____
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock.
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock.
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock.
[ .145. ] rock or metal: both
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop.
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: Metal.
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: Pop.
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: Metal.
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin' Park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: Korn
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: No ide who Selena is...so i cant choose, can i
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Winter.
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Britney... i guess
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Cats
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: uh...
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: i never watched them
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: same as 163
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Winter.
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding.
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: Rollerblading
[ .169. ] black or white: Black.
[ .170. ] orange or red: Red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green.
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Slipknot
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: no idea...
[ .175. ] inside or outside: inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Alcohol.
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Mobile phone.
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: both
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: uh... Powerpuff girls
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Scooby.
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Both
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Never watched them
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Any
[ .184. ] prep or punk: Punk.
[ .185. ] slut or whore: uh... not answering that one...

P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yep ^^
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Yeah
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: Duh! Of course I do ^^
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Yes.
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: dunno
[ .191. ] who was your first crush: i dont remember...
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none yet.
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: Love can be your best friend... or your worst enemy
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Gentle, Kind and very sweet indeed :D
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Yep ^^
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: Uh... nope...
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Not on my comp
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: *points to 198*
[ 200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Personality.
[ .201. ] ever kissed a friend: Yes.
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Yes.
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: No
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: No.
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: No.
[ .206. ] how about a little x: No.
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: No.
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad on own, good with lemonade
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: uh... not really
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Never had it... yet
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: None
[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: Uh...i dont know what it is
[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some: Uh...same as before

W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: No
[ .216. ] sky dive: Yes.
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yeah
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Have done... in a swimming pool =/
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: Maybe.
[ .220. ] eat poo for $1,000,000: Nope
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: No way
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Lol, nope
[ .224. ] lie to the police: No reason to
[ .225. ] run from the police: Nope
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Sometimes.
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: No.
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: No.
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: No.
[ .230. ] streak: No.

Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: Hadden and Rach
[ .232. ] known longest: Hadden
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Anyone on my Msn list that I hardly speak to
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: My old school friends
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: about 11 - 14ish offline, quite a few more online
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Probably Rach the most
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: my asweetie, of cousrse ^^
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': No
[ .239. ] craziest: Rach, that girl is contastly hyper ¬,¬
[ .240. ] loudest: again, Rach
[ .241. ] shyest: Amy
[ .242. ] best hair: uh... i dunno
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Hadden, muy sweetie, Rach and anyone else...
[ .244. ] best eyes: Dunno
[ .243. ] best body: O.o
[ .246. ] most athletic: Not of us are much into sport
[ .247. ] sex symbol: O.o again
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Rach
[ .249. ] most impatient: Emma
[ .250. ] shortest: Rach :p
[ .251. ] tallest: Hadden
[ .252. ] talented: All Aall are, in our own way
[ .253. ] best singer: Me, i think im the only one who can -_-
[ .254. ] skinniest: Rach, if she got any skinnier, we'd lose her...
[ .255. ] nicest:They're all good, in their own wierd way :O
[ .256. ] best personality: Uh... O.o i dont know
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: i dunno, most of us don't use them or smoke...

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: No
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: Yes
[ .260. ] been to michigan: Where?
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: No.
[ .263. ] skateboarded: Tried.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: No.
[ .265. ] stolen anything: Nope
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my butt for making this so long: Just a bit
[ .267. ] kicked someone's butt: Yep
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Lol, yep
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: Not yet
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Nope
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: One very drunken party, about a year and 3 month ago...
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Road trip! lol, not yet
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: Not yet.
[ .275. ] been to a concert: a couple
[ .276. ] been to another country: No... ¬,¬
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yeah.
[ .278. ] got pulled over: I cant drive
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: Nearly, i've been scared of cars since
[ .280. ] broke a law: Nothing serious.
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: Yep
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: No.
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: No.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: Nope.
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: Nope.
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: Yeah, i think, clean floor though :P

0 P I N I 0 N S
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: Uh... meh, not bag not great either
[ .288. ] about boy bands: Depends on the band
[ .289. ] about flag burning: Uh... not good
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: The same as the rest of war.
[ .291. ] about suicide: Bad, no point to it...
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: they need to shut up for a while...
[ .293. ] about abortion: Last Resort
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: Woot! it's great :D
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years; With my sweetie ^^
[ 296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Hadden and Rach

W H A T D I D Y 0 0 H D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: Went online.
[ .298. ] yesterday: sat around mostly
[ .299. ] last weekend: talked to people
[ .300. ] christmas: Presents, Luch... same as every christmas
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: I dont think we have it here
[ .302. ] new year's: At haddens, drinking a bit
[ .303. ] halloween: BVing bored
[ .304. ] questionnn? Wha...?
[ .305. ] valentine's day: Was bored ¬,¬

T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: cheese
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Pepsi
[ .308. ] thing you wore: OinkNightie nad Grey Pj Bottoms
[ .309. ] place you went: My Bed :p
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Nowt.
[ .311. ] person you saw: Mom
[ .312. ] person you kissed: O.o shh...
[ .313. ] person you had sex with: No one
[ .314. ] person you talked to: My sweetie ^^
[ .315. ] song you heard: Cold Heritage - Lacuna Coil
[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing... hungry -_-;
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Water
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: Pink Panther purple nightie
[ .319. ] any shoes on: Nope.
[ .320. ] hat: Nope.
[ .321. ] listening to: Falling - Lacuna Coil
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: My Sweetie ^^ i love him so
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: uh,, not really

Y or N
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: N
[ .325. ] do you like cows: N
[ .326. ] are you a b: Wha...?
[ .327. ] are you artistic: A bit
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: A little.
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: fro about 20 seconds :O
[ .330. ] can you ski: Never tried.
[ .331. ] are you british: Uh... i think so...
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: uh... yeah, i guess so
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: There's Suri every once in a while...
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: nope
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: what?
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': lol, not really
[ .337. ] are you straight: I have a Bf
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: Lol, i'm insane in my own way :P
[ .339. ] are you nice: To a point
[ .340. ] are you naughty: Not really
[ .341. ] are you short: No.
[ .342. ] are you tall: A bit
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: No.
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: Nope.
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: uh... not really
[ .346. ] are you evil : lol, arent we all at times
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: Uh... luke had one
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: Not really
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: No
[ .350. ] am i annoying you?: Yes.
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: Yep.
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: Uh...
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: No O.o.
[ .354. ] this is over are you happy now hahah: Uh.... a bit

Good morning, been up just under two hours and im at college, so i''m just some work on the net, hence why i'm on here too :P

Hm... my stomach is growling at me -_-

I wih that I could talk to my sweetie, but by the time he is on, out lunch is over, i just wish he were on, even for only a few minutes, just to talk to him cheers up my whole day...

Listening To: Circle: Lacuna Coil

Mood: tired Zzz...

Reinaxxx

Hi, im at college now, and it's lunch time, ya know, I though I was going to fall alseep in the first hour and a half, but i've managed to wake myself up now :P

I can't get on Web Messager cause the freaking settings on these comps so i'm just hanging around being bored to be honest.

I miss my Sweetie, a lot, I couldn't speak to him last night due to power cuts, so I went to bed feeling rather sad, though I probably wouldn't have been able to talk much anyway cause I was falling asleep on the seat, but tomorrow, I get to lie in ^^ yay :D i need more than four hours sleep, seriously. ¬.¬ I dont know how i've managed to stay awake in class though my music does help a bit, yeah, we're allowed to have out music playing in class, which I like :P

I just wish they had Firefox on here, cause I like it better...

Lunch times here are pretty boring, cause I dont know where the rest of my class go, so I tend to be by myself, I was supposed to be with Rach yesterday, but she didn't have lunch till 1, when I had it at 12.

I'm hungry but I really cant be bothered to get anything, i've told myself that for the next two -three weeks im not going to eat any chocolate, i've had two big bags the last two days :|

Hm, yeah, i miss not being able to talk to anyone on Msn *signs*

I could sit and talk here all day :p so, i think i'll talk for a while.

I really need to get that program gavin sent me to open cause I really want to see ffvii: advent children, i swear, i hate my computer, it has something againist me ¬.¬

I wonder if Vincent is sleeping well, I just wish I could talk to him :'( I miss him so much... it was our one month, but I couldn't spend the damn night with him cause of the power cuts they had...

*sighs* hopefully hge'll be on tonight though, so I cant wait to speak to him :)

I like my new profile Pic :D i fee like i'm in a Reno mood :P don't ask me how that works cause I really don't know.... lol *rolls eyes at self*

What else... oh yeah, I sat and downloaded a bunch of Advent Children and .Hack//Sign soundtrack music, and I really like them, my two faves are Ac: The Promised Land and .Hack//Sign - The World, though I like Sign's Ending Theme a lot too :)

I really should get round to sseing my friends, spent sometime with them last week, which was fun, but with Rach at work, and hadden in Sixth Form, we all have work to do, so we can't get out as much anymore :(

Though i hope to see them on the weekend :)

:O my weekend starts in...3 and a half hours cause this is my last day in college this week ^^ so sleep in for the rest of the week, woot! lol

Ok, ok, im just talkiong about completly random  things now, so i'll stop :P

Listening To: Melodies Of Life - Emiko Shiratori

Mood: Happy with slight heartburn ;-;

Reinaxxx

Well, im bored ¬_¬ ken is working with the 2nd years this morning so I cant do any work, and im as bored as hell, i have my Mp3 player plugged into the comp at the min...

I really dont have too much to say...

I love you sweetie, and have a good day at school ^^

Listening to: Cracker - Low

Mood: Bored...

Reinaxxx

Hm... well i feel better tht i did last night... cuase last night i threw up at 2 in the morning so...

I hate being sick, i hate, i didn't want to be sick...i had a fever and was cold even though i had three blankets on...I just wish I had come back on the net afterwards, I might had felt a little better

Note To Self: My mother is stpid, if it says you dont put it in the microwave, then dont  ¬_¬

No listening to anything at the minuea nd i have half an hour to kill before lunch is over...

But...i cant be bother to write anymore, later.

Listening to: Nowt

Mood: Very Tired...

Reinaxxx